走进比尔：解码比尔·盖茨

这是一篇迟到的影评。其实这部纪录片刚推出就收藏了，但一直没有看，有带娃太忙的关系，也因有种像私藏了好酒舍不喝的珍惜感。这个周末，边带娃边分两段刷完，8岁的老大竟然特别专注地陪着我全程跟完。不知道他能看懂多少，但我希望他慢慢能懂得，能和一位这样的伟人共生于一个时代上多么幸运的事情。

我也总爱做各种幻想改变世界的梦，比如倡导人权推进平等，比如反抗家暴，对抗保护强势群体的不公正法律和不作为ZF，而事实上，我做得最多的，不过就是慷慨激昂的在键盘上敲敲字而已。而他，他不同，他是比尔，如此非凡。

获得天文数字级财富成功如他，他却能在为全人类更好未来的道路上十年如一日地躬亲负重前行。每日新增的白发，扎心地提示着他所剩不多的时间，一场一场不可控的挫败，反复冲击着他疲惫却坚韧的心。

剧尾，波光粼粼的湖面上，他和Melinda齐心默契共进的画面让人不禁令人颇为心酸。脑中不自觉回荡起Johny Cash的那首Hurt：

I wear this crown of thorns

Upon my liars chair

Full of broken thoughts

I cannot repair

Beneath the stains of time

The feelings disappear

You are someone else

I am still right here

What have I become

My sweetest friend

Everyone I know

Goes away in the end

And you could have it all

My empire of dirt

I will let you down

I will make you hurt

If I could start again

A million miles away

I will keep myself

I would find a way

——谨愿比尔大业终成，谱写不一样的剧终。

He probably couldn't care less but I truly admire him more for what he has become than who he was decades ago.